Avalanche

Been feeling like in front of an avalanche for months. That’s how I would describe this year so far. Hearing its sound inside and outside of me, fearing the unstoppable, having no force in front of Life and Death. Seeing Death everywhere – on the TV, at people you know, in your beloved dog, in your relatives. Being at the same time kicked when you least expect from all the directions. And you stay in front of it, immovable, unable to run or look away, trying with all your force to stay calm and breathe and do your best and finish what you started. When the entire world, inside and outside, is at war. Just seeing how it gets closer and closer to you.